Dyna story life diary

1. The Way I Loved You - Selena Gomez
Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know
Maybe I'll leave and
Laugh about it someday

But not today, no
Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Letting you go is
Making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make
Believe it doesn't hurt

But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My toung is tied and my
Whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need

(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful, yeah
It might be magical, uh oh
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Like a first love,
The one and only true love
Wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
I loved you like you loved me (oh)
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced

And it was be wonderful,
It was magical,
It was everything I've waited for,
A miracle
And if I should ever fall in love again
With someone new
Oh, It could never be the way
No, It will never be the way
I loved you

2. That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading about this other girl
Do you do what you did what you did with me
Does she love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking her where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love ?
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never should've let you go
That should be me

3. Don't Forget - Demi Lovato
Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don?t forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don't forget

25 februari 2010 , can't belive ini terakhir kalinya gue mungkin ngucapin goodbye ke elo. Gue akuin semuanya salah gue , dan gue minta maaf sebesar2nya atas kesalahan gue selama kita jadian :')
Jujur , you're always gonna be my endless love :') bayangin aja I give everything I have. Gue ga nyesel kok ngasih itu semua ke elo , you worth it I guess.
Walaupun skrg ya elo ngelukain gue DALEM BGT , gue berusaha untuk sabar :')

WHY WE OVER ? Because , gue bener2 mau konsen di UN 100% gue ga mau pas menjelang ujian kita berantem and stuff jadi gue pikir break for A MOMENT IS THE BEST WAY :)
Gue juga kasian ngeliat elo ngebatin sm sikap gue yg ky bgini. Gue juga cukup sm omelan dan ocehan lo yg bermanfaat BGT buat gue *tapi gue ga kuat di marahin anaknya*

YES , gue CHILDISH , gapernah mau nyari kesalahan sendiri , cengeng , klo ada kesalahan harus di ingetin , suka ga sadar sama kesalahan sendiri , bilangnya mau berubah tapi ga keliatan
Dan gue ngerti kenapa elo selalu ngebentak2 gue , it for my own good , right ?

NO , I will nevernever ever forget about you :)

Gue inget bgt awal kita smsan itu 1 bulan sehabis elo ulang tahun :)
Awalnya kita kenalan itu dr facebook dan itu kocak abis ! :)
Gue inget film pertama yg kita nnton itu Harry Potter di Theather 1 kita jadian pas Ending Alien in The Attic pas lg lagunya Ashley Tisdale :)

Gue selalu simpen katakata yg bisa gue tersenyum saat gue kesel sm elo :)
Don't you know , gue selalu bisa tenang setelah baca notes "KATA2 DR ACAY :") "
Pretty much , itu paling berkesan dr elo :)

Sesuai kata Justin Bieber : "my first love broke my heart for the first time."
for you I would have done whatever, and I just can’t believe we aint together and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you I buy you anything, I buy you any ring, and now please say baby fix me and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream. I’m going down down down down and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around."
Begitulah kata bang justin bieber tersayang :*

Yes , I realize I'm stupid enough to broke up with you :) tapi menrut gue itu buat kebaikan elo dan gue :) gue mau elo sukses cay , gue mau kita lulus nilainya bagus :) kalo kita berantem terus , kamu mirkin aku aku juag bgtu :) so think again cay , gue megatin lo dengan alasan yg baik :) dan elo dgn gampangnya ngelukain gue ke sekian jam stlah itu :)

Inget ya , Di mobil berarti " Our Last Kiss , Our Last Hugs"
Skrg gue cuman mau bilang kalo gue SAYANG BGT SAMA MARSYA SYAHPUTRA :) :*
I don't care what they say , gue ttp syg sm Maddy Seinne , Sama Dynacay , sm Dynabilarismarsyahputra :)

Aduh , denger namanya aja udah merinding setengah tiang (pendek amat). Gmana ya aduh , fisik dan mental belum siap nih ? OMG , harus gmana ya kawankawan supaya siap bagi fisik dan mental ? Hiyaah , kenapa harus akhir maret ? Aduhh , pak kok cepet bgt ya ? Saya belum siap nih :(

Hmmm , udah les bp sih sih. Tapiiiii , kurang ngaruh ah :/ kalo gw mau pinter bgt tuh harus les privat sendiri dirumah. Tuh bru bisa pinter
Sebenernya 2 kekurangan saya : 1. MATE 2. FISIKA.
Aduhhh , yang namanya hitunghitungan itu udh angkat ketek duluan deh (?)

Aduh , mana pas lg filmfilm bgus mulai ulangan di sana sini bnyk bgt :( ga siap jujur deh
Tp harus gmana ya ? Siap ga siap harus siap ! Hmm , wish me luck guys :(

Rencana kalo lulus dengan nilai bgus (AMIN) mau msuk smanti , kalo ga al-azhar.
Kalo duaduanya ga bisa saya di presiden school aja deh (kalo bisa bayar) kalo semua ga bisa saya di SlB aja dah :/ LOL just kidding :P

Duh doain ya msuk smanti soalnya udh bnyk yg kenal di sana, ada kak chiko , abang ivi , ada kak uji , kak radya , kak harda (?) , sabeum edo , sabeum boris , dll.
Ya Allah semoga lulus un nilai bgus masuk smanti jadi orang sukses bahagiain orang tua (AMIN YA RABBALALAMIN)

-fin-

There's a lot of thing I want to say :)

1. I'm going to updates blog thing about bandung trip later.
2. UN udah dekat jadi bakal jarang udpdate blog.
3. Buat my soulame , OMG sweetie I'm damn sorry , didn't mean to hurt you :( forgive moa :(
4. THE END :) catch with you guys later :*

I can see your eyes is sparkling
I can see your shine in the darkness
Baby , I can see that your the one for me

Never find someone like you.
You make me smile and cry in the same time.
You make me love and hate you.
But belive me , my love for you is so true

I'm not perfect fot you
But I tried to be perfect in your eyes.
And sorry if I can't be what you want it to.
Because this is the real me.

I never regret that I'm in love with you.
And I will never ever regret that I'm your girl.

I can feel your love when we touch , kiss , and hug.
Now I know that your love it's true.
I never want to lose you again

I just want be with you all along.
Don't go away from me,
Because I don't know what I become if I ain't got you babe

For my beloved one : Marsya Syahputra
I love you sweetie :*

17 oktober hari yang paling di tunggu tunggu , secara itu juga hari ulang tahun saya haha .
Bangun jam 6 huh , mau tkwondo tp males jadi bilang aja sama mama "tkwondonya adanya minggu depan" (hayo , dyna bohong ya :P)
Nah , di situ lngsung buka FB , twitter . Haha , penuh ucapan "happy birthday" .
Ucapan pling berarti :
1. Ayah , bunda , mama :)
2. PACAR :) wlaupun telat jg gpp :)
3. Kak J-flow wih , rasanya seneng bgt di ucapin sama artis :)
4. Abang Risvi , huh , saya di bilang bocah coba pdhl udh 14 tahun haha (udh gede) wkwk

Rencananya , mau ngerayain di Pizza Hut Pajajaran . Jam 9 mandi , jam 10 - 11 udh siap ! Yeah !
Tin tin , klakson mobil tante mida udh kedengeran :) let's hit the road ! :)
Di jalan sepi bgt -__- boring :/ nah , udh nyampe tmpat tujuan . widih , belum ada yg dateng wkwk .
Yang pertama dateng tentu saja sang pacar :) nah akhirnya saya , acay , jklyn , dukun , ken2 , kokom nunggu di pizza hut .
Satu persatu tamu undangan dtg haha . Pas semua hampir lengkap kami memutuskan untuk memesan makanan terlebih dahulu .
Saya makan seadanya karena lagi sakit gigi :( jadi mesen fettucini aja . Sama nyomot pizza 1 hahah . Yg lain makan pd lahap bgt sdngkan saya makan kesakitan :(
Hmm , karena pada mruk jadi 15 menit (sepertinya) mkanannya udh abis . Ckck .
Shocking news , si seira , gita , sama dwi dtg telat :'( si seira dtg sih tp makannya udh abis *maaf ya seira* :(( nah si gita sama si dwi di putuskan untuk tidak datang dan di belikan pulsa -__-

Nah , makanmakannya udh beres . Rencana pada mau ke rumah ernest , tapi saya , inez , jklyn , ken2 , kokom , dan dukun pergi ke rumah acay.
Di rumah acay nnton P.S I love you , sama Ali G . P.S I Love You nya seidh bgt :'( Ali G nya kocak gila ! Wkwk .
Pokonya di rumah acay seru bgt dah ! Hahahha.
Jam 4 / 5 gitu n kita pulang ke rumah masing2 deh :) thx for everything friends I love ya all :)

MID FITRI LIBURAN ? weird name . lol . maksudnya tuh MID test , idul FITRI , dan LIBURAN . hahha .

1. MID TEST , GRRR . aduhh , ini ga ngerti deh kaya gimana hasilnya . jelek ? bagus ? serahkan pada yang di atas aja . zzz. gw kira ulangan will be piece of cake ternyata -____- it's harder than you think it was. garrr . hahaha . duh , kalo misalnya always like this gimana UN nya ? huhuhuh , wish me luck people . :(( .

2. IDUL FITRI , YES ! hari kemenangan untuk para kaum islam . setelah satu bulan berpuasa dengan susah payah (1 bulan ? bukannya batal mulu lu dyn ? ckck). tapi at least 10 hari puasa dapet lah . hahahah. karena mama sakit jadi ga bisa jauh jauh , terpaksa harus sholat di deket rumah tepatnya di masjid AL MUNAWAROH . do i spell it right ? hmm . lol . abis sholat ada ceramah dulu di masjid . ohh , gw tersentuh gara gara pada nangis gw jadi tersentuh . zzz. abis ceramah yang membukakan pintu hati , balik ke rumah maaf maaf an . hahaha . hmm , tergoda dengan hidangan yang lezat di meja makan tak tertahan ambil piring srta lauk lauknya . bon appetite. yumm yumm . makanan lebaran memang selalu enak ! hahah. abis makan makan , YES ! my favorite part is ......... THR a.k.a BAGI BAGI DUIT ! wahahahah . duit dimana mana . asikk ! lol . dari mama 5 JT ! yes baby ! dari nenek 70 rb WTF ? dari tante 50 rb alhamdulillah , dari om 50 rb juga alhamdulillah juga . dari uwa none , eff man ! shoot . ahahha . akhirnya sodara pada pulang . tinggal tunggu yang lain . hahaha.

3. LIBURAN . got no plans nih kemana aja . zzz. mau ICE SKATING sama temen temen , tapi ga tau jadi apa kagak . pingin NONTON SAMA PACAR ? WAJIB ! hahahaah . KE RUMAH AYAH ? HARUS ! hahah . kemana lagi dong ? hmmmmm . bingung nihhh . kalo ada tempat bagus bilang ya . heheheh . thx .